2008-12-10

Meanwhile I got really weird panic attacks - will I manage? am I doing the right decision? what will happen afterwards? what if I don't reach my goals? etc..
Grr.. I kept repeating myself, that everything is ok - and actually I have two return-tickets in my pocket and everything is under control, if I really want to come back. But of course - I can not imagine forgiving myself ever, when I would give up so easily..
Fortunately I realized, that most of the panic is caused by the fact, that I don't have a proper plan! So - my goal should be to make one, instead of drawing the ghosts on the wall! :)
And yesterday - reading happy and exciting travel-blogs - I regenerated my self-confidence and got some ideas, which countries I want to visit and which I should avoid.
Life is flower! (still. again.)
And the most important is to believe, that everything is going to be perfect! :)

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