My two shy attempts to communicate with the surrounding world ended up with

• Two marriage proposals (after 10 minutes conversation!!) and continuous "i-love-you-i-kiss-you-i-miss-you" SMS-es. (Not to mention the amount of phone-calls, which I just don't answer.)
  and
• A lot of tears, when going (with great hopes) to meet another new friend at agreed time and after 45 minutes of waiting getting to know that he will be "a little" late and afterwards getting blamed for everything that I did (or didn't) do.

(So .. I think .. I will choose (once more) the Great Solitude ..)