2009-12-06

Is it fear..?
(mm.. maybe.. I don't know..)
But one thing for sure - I'm just tired..
Tired of trying to break down the walls that I have built to protect myself.
Tired of trying to open myself to someone.
Tired of getting hurt.
And then - convincing myself, that nothing bad happened actually, and I have just met another teacher of mine, and learned another valuable lesson, and everything happened the way it had to happen.
And then - promising myself, that next time I will open myself the same way, and trust the same way, and dedicate myself with the same passion.

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