Walk

"Above all, do not lose your desire to walk. Every day, I walk myself into a state of well-being and walk away from every illness. I have walked myself into my best thoughts, and I know of no thought so burdensome that one cannot walk away from it. But by sitting still, and  the more one sits still, the closer one comes to feeling ill. Thus if one just keeps on walking, everything will be all right."

Søren Kierkegaard

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Humility

 

 such a sweet reminder..

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Did you really have a bad day or did you have 10-20 minutes where you let your thoughts run undisciplined which led you to a bad vibe that you let carry you away?

Come on ... you run this shit.

Pay attention.

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 - So, do you have a special someone in your life?
- Yes, me. I'm awesome. I think I'm the one!

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Me - Dear Karma! Could you please send me a brief overview of my activities in the past (did I eat puppies)? I'd really like to know what did I do in previous lives that I get so much shit in this one.
Karma - You don't know what shit is, dear! I assure you, you don't have any of it in your life. These little difficulties you have are just interesting moments to keep your mind sharp.

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Damn. I have to grow up. Again(!).

Change

After 20+ yrs of struggling and (re)thinking, I've finally decided.

(painting by Epp Maria Kokamägi)

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.. jõuda kohta, kust sa ei püüa koguaeg kusagile mujale minna.

God and his priests and his kings ... even they feel the cold

Practice pausing

Pause before judging.
Pause before assuming.
Pause before accusing.
Pause whenever you're about to react harshly.
And you'll avoid doing and saying things
you'll later regret.

5 things to quit

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.. and all along I believed I would find you ..
(can't sleep, can't think of anything else)

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18:26

Uus Elu

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Let the most exciting, most fascinating, most interesting, and most challenging travel begin..! :)

It's time to let go..

Is it fear..?
(mm.. maybe.. I don't know..)
But one thing for sure - I'm just tired..
Tired of trying to break down the walls that I have built to protect myself.
Tired of trying to open myself to someone.
Tired of getting hurt.
And then - convincing myself, that nothing bad happened actually, and I have just met another teacher of mine, and learned another valuable lesson, and everything happened the way it had to happen.
And then - promising myself, that next time I will open myself the same way, and trust the same way, and dedicate myself with the same passion.